Wow starting week one of this 6 month commitment to self-discovery. My old blueprint or what most people know as habits are really doing their best to not let go. I am determined and committed to put them aside. The new blueprint is a bit blurry to me, however I know that one step at time it will reveal itself and become clear to me.
Ok I am sitting here Tue at 11:30 PM working on this blog. I leave for Memphis, Tennessee Thursday morning on a 6:30AM flight, going back there for our Kubota Dealership meetings. This has to be posted before I leave so I can keep my scholarship in tack, and not be asked to join the next class in 3 years from now. I am committed to completing this 26 week, 6 month course.
O yea I have not done my reading for tonight, as that is done last thing before I turn the light out and go to sleep. I am thinking about how am I going to honor my 3 readings a day and attend meetings, place our pre-season booking orders for next year, get on a flight Saturday arriving back in Portland at 8:30PM drive 2 hours home, do my reading before going to sleep. Wake up Sunday morning do my reading, sit silent for 15 minutes, spend a few hours with Sandy, then leave for the airport in time to be there for Sundays MKMMA webcast, because there will not be enough time for me to participate in the webcast from home and make it to my 4:30PM flight to Oakland, California for another 2 days of dealer meetings. All the while making sure to honor my 3 readings a day, sitting silent for 15 minutes each day.
I will make it through week one, I will honor my commitment to this course of self-discovery and I will reveal the amazing unique talents I have to share with the world. Will you join me in my journey? All though it may be from afar and merely peaking in from my scribbling’s on this blog?
Did I mention the E key on my computer is only working about 1/2 the time.
See you next week.
I always keep my promises.